I had no idea that people could feel like this. A complete disconnection from everything around you. Nothing no longer satisfies. Food, nature, art, and music become obsolete. I even notice some selfishness in myself as I watch others with healthy minds enjoy life and prosper as I sit in a void of nothingness. It makes me feel so sorry for all the people I ignored that were in this state while I was living happily in blissful ignorance. You can't just tell these kind of people to smile or keep their chin up when their inner-self is in total darkness. I urge people to take care of themselves and sway away from thinking that affects you negatively before you snap like I did. You only have one mind, treat it well.